Repentness

So much hatred against myself.So much hate against the lack of power God had imbued as.You always hope you will do everything fine,but instead you just vanquish everything:friends,relationships,family.One feels sometimes that he was never meant to be! That he must not have been here.And when you are trusted a 'forbidden pearl of knowledge',in the next split of a second you (maybe unconsciously do it,or on purpose) hurt your closest person.And the truth is that when you do it,you somehow fathom the moral disaster your friend is going through.If only you could reap out of that person's chest the pain,just like a demon takes away a fragile red rose.Filth and misery gain control of you and you just hate God for making u so powerless.So small!Like a fly!eat shit and die!I hope your inner lustful wish will soon come through.TO MY CLOSEST FRIEND!

I can do it!

I can't feel
'Cause you took my heart away long,
Long ago!
Should I forsee it?
Can I retrieve it somehow?
Remember me!
Late at night,I really need to know
Why did it happen?
Why did you leave?!


'Cause when it gets its claws on you,
There's nothing left for you to do!
Just to hope for someone new!
Will you erase it?!
Or will you make it?!


I try to keep it up!
I just know it,
That I can do it!
I won't give up!
I have to fight the hate within!
It's up to me now!
It's up to love now!
It's up to you!

Dragged by pain,
Sombreness crushes my heart,destroyş my blood!
Gracefull as a crane,
Love plays with my mind,my mind!
Image of you,
Condamns me to forsake you,to deny you!

If I have to fall within,
Why should I care I might not win!?
'Cause I'll get through it,
I will do it!

I try to keep it up!
I just know it,
That I can do it!
I won't give up!
I have to fight the anger within!
It's up to me now!
It's up to love now!
It's up to you!

Predispunere!

De multe ori,omul gaseste tot soiul de defecte la altii!Ba e slab,ba e gras,ba e hidos,ba e prea prost!De exemplu, daca cineva vede un tigan:'Tigan borat,scarba draqu!Numa' sa furati atata stiti!'....Omul incepe sa defaimeze pe altul pentru ca nu se incadreaza in tiparul lui!Astea se numesc prejudecati.Chiar si eu sunt predispus lor.Daca ma gandesc mai bine,cred ca postarea asta e o prejudecata.Ca tot ceea ce cred e o prejudecata.De ce? Pentru ca exista persoane,sa zicem 'coapte',adica eruditii,cei care au atins un anumit nivel de cultura si au scapat de prejudecata.Sunt multe lucruri pe care as vrea sa le schimb la mine.Dar cred ca sunt bun asa cum sunt....nu stiu...Sunt multe alte lucruri pe care le-as schimba la toti si toate.Si am atatea ganduri... .Mi-e greu sa le insir ,dar cine stie poate pe parcurs! Je t'ai aimée mon éclat!Mon arc-en-ciél!So long goodbye!

Damnation

Deep from the light abbys,
Shinny Death sent me a kiss.
It was like being shot by a gun,
Being burnt by a thousand suns.
I tried to defend myself,
While the air took my last breath!
The earth trembled under my poor feet,
Making me fall deep into the Terror pit.

I did my best
In trying to fight the rest!
I did what i could
To make myself understood!

Why am I damned to the pit,
In this God forsaken place?
Why am I damned to be hit
With that Power Mace?

My hope vanished!
My mind collapsed!
The guarding light sorrounded me like might,
Defeating the tormenting spectres in my sight!
Purrifying me!

Embraces,kisses,holdes....
A thousand voices singing odes.
A thousand angels protecting souls...
Burning passion,
Putreffied perfume...
Blood rushing fast,
Her breath melting a dune.
Forbidden lust!

Is love what I seek?
Is love what I need?


Primordial power,
Sombre acid shower!
Is it in my possession!?
This is my gripping obssession:
CrEaTiOn!